Missing Home Already

I got back from Guam two weeks ago. The trip went well. My sisters and I sang in church. A lot of sadness there, but I guess it's unavoidable. I think that this is how my life is going to be. Performing at happy and not so happy occasions. Most people tell me that they find peace in the voice or in the music I play. This makes me feel good. I bought a Uke online. It's not like my old Kamaka Ukulele, but it gets me from point A to point B. I used it in Guam, and I also used it to play at a wedding ceremony last Saturday (Dec.15) for my cousin Benelin Falig Lizama. It was all good. My sisters helped with the gig. Afterwards, we had dinner in Tanapag. It was nice to hang out with family. Alfred Saures' band played for the reception. I miss my band. Talk about band, Gus Litulumar called yesterday from California. He said that he misses Saipan already. I told him I miss the band (Olomwaay). Things keep happening to it. I need to keep the faith. I promised my friends that I'll get my brothers together to do a few Christmas numbers on You Tube. Hang in there, gang....hang in there.